To all of you deviants out there who actually read my journal's and talk to me through private notes, or even comment on my photos to say, this is to all of you. I just wanted to say that you all would have to be the people that I believe support me the most, through thick and thin there are some of you out there that talk to me and make me feel okay again. Yes, I have self harmed myself, and yes I haven't since two nights ago. The reason being that if one of my friends didn't stop the bleeding I would have bled out. I have cuts from just above my knee to my thigh, they are the deepest that I have ever cuts, and most deffinately the most pain